Control-Freaking Out

Hello, my name is Venita and I'm a control freak.
Hello Venita!

In case you haven't noticed, it's been almost a month since I posted anything on my blog. It would be easier to say that it's because my life has been so boring these past 30 days that I haven't had anything to write about. How I wish that were true!

In fact, more stuff has been happening than I can keep up with. Good things, but none the less, not things that have provided me the luxury of keeping all my plates spinning in the air. In fact, I feel a little wobbly myself. And as a control freak, it's really perturbing to me!

But I'm going to do something out of character and see if I survive. I'm going to *DEEP BREATH* LET - IT - GO *EXHALE*

I'm not going to have a melt down because I'm not on top of everything right now. I'm not going to feel guilty because I haven't posted anything since April 21st. I'm not going to even think about how we have exactly 64 days to move, or that the ministry I'm working with thrust greatness upon me totally unexpectedly, or that work has been picking up steam, or that I have to buy my nephew a birthday present, my brother a congratulations on your graduation card or that the dust bunnies in our bedroom have appendages and can now move...*HYPER VENTILATE* and *EXHALE*

But it's cool...I'm not going to even think about any of that stuff.